From Rock Bottom to Spiritual Awakening: How My Anxiety Became My Greatest Teacher (And the 5 Signs You’re Having One, Too)
There was a time when anxiety ruled my life.
And not the mild kind… I’m talking about the debilitating kind that keeps you wide awake at 3 AM, heart pounding, mind racing with a thousand terrifying "what ifs."
I still remember one morning so vividly, because it changed everything.
After yet another sleepless night, I called in sick to work. I was done pretending I was okay.
And as I stood there, exhausted and fed up, two choices became crystal clear:
Go back on medication and numb it all out… or try something different.
There was a quiet, rebellious whisper inside me that said: “Something different”
I listened.
A few phone calls later, I found myself walking into my first-ever Reiki session. I had no idea what to expect, but I will never forget the feeling.
For the first time in what felt like forever, I felt at home in my own energy. Safe. Connected.
It was as if my soul had been waiting for this moment to finally exhale.
That’s when I realized: my anxiety wasn’t my enemy. It was guiding me to that moment… My awakening.
It was my soul screaming through the noise, trying to shake me awake from the life that no longer fit who I truly was.
That choice to lean in and trust the unknown, cracked open a portal to years of deep healing and radical transformation.
It’s been a wild ride since then: I’ve unraveled layers of conditioning, faced uncomfortable truths I can never unsee, and reclaimed my power in ways I never thought possible.
If you’re here reading this, chances are you’re feeling it too.
That tug.
That friction between the life you’ve known and the life that’s waiting for you.
Let me tell you: you are not broken. Not crazy.
You’re awakening.
Here are the 5 undeniable signs you’re in the middle of your own spiritual awakening… the very ones I lived through myself.
1. You’re questioning everything you were taught to believe
You’re no longer accepting things just because you were told to. The rules, the systems, the stories that shaped you… They all feel suspicious now. And that’s not rebellion for rebellion’s sake.
It’s your soul sensing the cracks in the old framework.
You’re starting to wonder: What if there’s more?
There is.
2. You feel a pull to break free from old patterns
The habits, cycles, and relationships you used to tolerate now feel suffocating. You’re craving freedom, even if you can’t fully explain what that looks like yet.
That’s your higher self urging you to break the loop and create something new. Something more aligned and true to the essence of who you are.
3. Material things don’t satisfy you the way they used to
The chase for external validation, success, and "stuff" just… doesn’t hit the same. You’re realizing that no amount of material gain can fill the emptiness inside. Because what you’re really craving isn’t outside of you, it’s within. It’s connection. Purpose. Truth.
4. You sense there’s something greater guiding you (and you long to connect with it)
There’s a quiet presence you’re starting to feel, like an unseen hand nudging you forward. Call it intuition, the Universe, your higher self, God, whatever resonates. You’re becoming aware that you’re not walking this path alone, and your soul is yearning to deepen that connection.
5. Your emotions are hitting you hard
You’re feeling everything more intensely than ever before. Joy is deeper. Sadness is heavier. Anger burns hotter. This is not a flaw, or something to hide from. This is your energy body clearing old wounds and making space for your higher frequency. Let the emotions flow. They are sacred messengers.
Your Struggles Are Not Setbacks. They’re Portals to Your Greatness
I need you to hear this loud and clear: Your struggles are not a sign that you’re failing. They are your initiation into a more powerful, more authentic, more free version of yourself.
Your soul chose this path.
All of it.
Not to break you, but to build you into the leader, the healer, the guide you were always meant to become.
And you don’t have to walk it alone.
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